Je sais que je peux ne jamais la remplacer.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Shihan, posted at 6:22 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Rah, didn't saved my post. Damn it.
Anyway, watched Evan Almighty with Zelia, Ysabel, Belicia & Barry.
Evan Almighty (:

Actually wanted to watch Hairspray but the tickets are all sold out. Hence, watched Evan Almighty.. Well, it's quite a humourous show but it's kinda lame. haha, the moral of story is kinda touching.. But I think the director must be some holy christian as the movie is like a holy show? It's basically a bible story.. Well.. I rate it XXXXX 3/5 stars :D

Yupyup, went town today.. watched movie, accompanied bel & Zelia to shop for slippers. Ha, three of us got havainas :D
Went apple to look around. Gosh, I saw the Dj scratch set. It's like HEAVEN.
I almost wanted to buy it lah, it's damn nice..
After that went Heeren. Ha, made fun of Belicia, cos I looked like a doll & she's scared of doll! HAHA. Post some fake dolls picture later. heee (:
After that went topshop at wisma & other shops.. Amazingly, I DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING.
I'm shocked, I didn't buy a single thing lah & we shopped like 4 hours. Haa :D
So happy.. Pictures for you guys (: Especially belicia, she's gonna cry when she see this. HAHA

Fake dolly

Imma walking dollll (: BELICIA, I'M COMING.... GONNA HAUNT YOU. =X
BELICIA'S SCARED!

Look at bel, she's so scared, HAHA (:

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Shihan, posted at 5:13 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Okay, fuck.
I suddenly realised... My eye sight is failing.
Is it my computer screen's or my eye's blur? WTF.
I made everything like LARGEST? God, save me.
Oh yea, read Ysabel's blog. It's hilarious. & reminds me of.. Neopets? xD
I miss him. alot alot. (:

Shihan, posted at 3:22 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Haha, what a great day.
Gave dumbass GREAT Birthday pressies. Panties. & Condom LOL.
Anyway.... Finally realised something, suckers will never have dream come true..

Explanations :
- Unrealistic dreams.
- Even if they have one, they'll never strive for it.
- Thinking to be a prince/princess
- Want to find their "true love"
- Haha, pure lazy-ness

A day w/o handphone ---- Sucked.
Got it back, my precious baby. :D
We cried, cried real hard..
Gosh, couldn't believe it. I held back my tears..
Gave her a big flash of my smile.. She recovered soon..
Imma strong girl. See? I told you :D Haha.
Keychain, Flower face, Spongebob wife, Nehneh tong etcetc..
It's all my facade. But sooner or later.. I promise to make me & my family real happy..
& I give you guys my word (:
My stupid kittens shit on my floor, gave them a real big time..
Hate cleaninggg. Had bird nest, yummy :D
Beautiful skin come from there. Haha (:
I love my family. & I've mastered the Secret song :DDDD

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Shihan, posted at 3:32 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Han's here to blog.
I'm so bored.
Reasons:

1 Missed my test
2. Worried for the Mc tomorrow
3. On diet
4. Sick

Mum says that I'm going crazy. Yes, I'm really going crazy.
Woke up in the morning, the clock on my mobile reads 06.39.
Was uber lazy hence rest for awhile. Woke up again and see that it reads 06.58
Oh yea, I'm late. Don't have to prepare already. Thought of a excuse..
Went to the toilet and came out telling mummy that I'd a stomache. Woola, done.
But, I really have a stomache after that, running nose and sore throat. What a day, it's raining outside, the weather great to hibernate. Ha, slept till noon and received Lily's sms.
Wanted to go and meet her after school & after preparing, she said that she have something on..
Stayed at home with mum, maple, audition, computer, piano, food....
It's time for me to go on diet, I feel so darn sinful..
Birthday soon. Haha :D
Now that I remember, I forgot to inform them the change in time. I think I'm suffering from STM. Okay, bored. I wanna sleep.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Shihan, posted at 6:44 AM | 0 Noticed Me

What the fuck? You no money my fault, the fucking M1 don't allow your cb number to be retrieved also my fault? You think it's very nice to fucking ask people for money?
Ask you fucking to give me time right, there NAGNAGNAG. It's very sickenning lah.
Then when you need money EVERYTHING also I BUY. Then gave you a solution earlier you also didn't want to fucking do. THEN MY FAULT ALSO?
The African kids fucking no food also my fault. Iraqs go on killing people on streets also my fault.
You think what? I am kinda god that can POP out money isit?
You think you no money then I fucking rich isit? I haven't been really shopping right?
Birthday present also didn't ask you to buy like previous years. I know all of you are poor mah, I didn't expect much also, but ended up MY FAULT. EVERYTHING MY FAULT
Wth? I'm trying so much to be filial here right, what you expect me to do.. I am a student for goodness sake. WHAT YOU WANT? I don't want keep asking money and spending but you kept on blaming me on everything. Everything I do is wrong, everything I tried to do is never appreciated. What you want? I didn;t ask anything from you. FUCK.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Shihan, posted at 10:14 PM | 0 Noticed Me

During yesterday's outing, I saw a glamourous girl with her girlfriend, driving a black sports car away.. I was thinking then," what if it was me?"
Then suddenly, I thought of having a car at her age which is about 22, 23?
And then I promised myself to have at least a honda before the age of 24.
I shall give my parents & myself good living..
& lastly, I would want to be a successful woman with a beautiful face, nice character and a great career. I promise that.. :D

Shihan, posted at 9:57 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Everything was fine this week..
Went out during friday again. ^^
Watched movie & headed home. Too tired.
Watched Dead Silence
It was the most horriying dolls movie that I've ever watched..
I love the poem that goes,
beware the stare of mary shaw
she have no children only dolls
and if you see her do not scream
or she'll rip your tounge out at the scene

I would like to make things clear. I'm not Klaiz girlfriend, just normal friend.. Okay people?
Lastly, pictures of the week :D

Monday, August 20, 2007

Shihan, posted at 7:01 AM | 0 Noticed Me

From Gladys:
bu yao wei yi ge LEAF get sad cus u still have the whole FOREST
From Lex, Gladys, Zelia & friends:
You still have US.

Really am thankful to have such great friends :D
I love you guys, and I promise to be strong..
VERY STRONG :D Imma macho Girl.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:24 AM | 0 Noticed Me

GOODNESS! I'M GONNA SNEEZE MY NOSE OFF SOON!
MC PLEASE x(

Shihan, posted at 5:52 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Can someone just save me? Gosh, I feel so uffin' terrible!
No mcs can be taken, she wouldn't believe me & furthermore, EXAMS! TESTS! @$!%^$#@!
I dislike school alright. Nono, I HATE SCHOOL.
That's the CORRECT term to use.
What's wrong with people today?! So strange, asking me to do everything.
You think I'm SUPERWOMAN ah? I'm sick okay.
Finding trouble everyday GOSH, get a life man.
People nowadays are getting so defensive, it's so difficult to communicate.
How sickenning. This week is doing the same old thing, study study & STUDY.
Friday went out, watched movie then bunk. Secret's a nice movie. Currently learning the song :D Sat went Vivo and did nothing else, went Marche. Nice restaurant..
Moody x(
Sun, stayed at home.. got back my swollen eyes due to OVER SLEEP.
More & more pimples. T.T
Somebody kill me, feel so tired lah!
Cam whore time :D

Marche :D

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Shihan, posted at 2:15 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Chalet :D
Had a fun time at the chalet, ride bike, chit chat, bbq.. Really enjoyed myself.
I really love the beach there, the sea breeze and every single soul there.
Thought of a lot of things and reflected on a lot of past memories..
Let's not be EMO; Ha. Getting better now. A lot more relaxed after the chalet.
Our neighbours are so F*** up. CHICKEN WING CHICKEN WING. Sickenning. Haven't slept well cos of the damn air-con. mamade, we mistook the aircon switch as the heater's, end up the second day then get to sleep. but, NO SPACE FOR ME! Ended up going to Mac with Twin, Raven, Cassy, Xian & Tobby. After Mac wanted to WAKE EVERYONE UP. but all lying down there like dead pigs. Hence, went home with Cassy & Twin.. Slept like a log once I reached home. Tired.. Good night people. :D Want know the details ask me personally okay! Too lazy to talk here. LOL.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Shihan, posted at 10:10 PM | 0 Noticed Me

My heart aches. Can I be a kid for a moment please? I'm tired of all these. Go away. I hate all of you. ALL ARE MORONS. Why am I always there when you guys need me? When I need all of you where are you? Am I that hateful?! Please, give me a break. I hate all of you. I need a break man.. I'm seriously tired.. Yes, I think too much. How can you possibly expect me not to think when life's so difficult? Why those idiots have to bully me? why. I am nice, but not for you to bully... Someone save me from my despair. I'm scared and afraid. I've tried my best, but you are not satisfied. Why is it so? No one's ever there. I'm always alone, forever alone..
I need someone desparately. All aren't true. All are hypocrites. I dislike all of you. I want someone to understand me. I seriously need a break too..