Je sais que je peux ne jamais la remplacer.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Shihan, posted at 8:32 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Here's an overview of last week.. Heh. I'm just lazy to blog. xD
Okay, now let me start from Wednesday..
Wednesday
After school, went bunk to meet xian, twin, cassy and all. It's cassy's bday..
Went to pasta mania! They played the disgusting open numbers game. Seriously disgusting. xD
After that, went up to decide where to go..
Went Parklane for billard.. Having fun playing with twin. He's so damn sway. =x
Won that match and left for Mac after that. Nice mac. haha.
Found out twinny's weak points. He's so afraid of tickling. xD ahha. Cabbed home.. Overall nice day. ^^
Friday
Stayed at home for the whole morning, had a good sleep though.. Ha !
Woke up, got ready to go out.. Went to British council, well, it's kinda rush..
Everything just goes as usual.. Went bunk after that. So lil' people there. x[
Went to yoshinoya for dinner with lexy, milo, ah lian and and phatom. heh
The day with lex is fun. It always will be.. (: Went back bunk again..
Played for awhile and then went arcade.. Irene called and met them at Cathy for the movie..
" 200 pounds beauty " WOOTS. I grade it 4½ stars. Nice lah ! xD
cried at the confession part. aww... Guys! It's worth the time and money. A MUST WATCH movie ! :D
Saturday
Went Far East to look for Amy aunt and BOK ! xD
BOK [aka Sam] make up for me. heh..
After that, together with bok, amy and Irene went to Tangs to shop for Bok's shoes. heh.
Was having a 30% discount then. But have to be this Brother something something brand's member.. Went to find this guy and he helped us! He's quite good-looking. HAHA.
after that... went paragon for BOK's gym.. But it's closed.. So went to meritus mandrian to look for the pretty princess. EILEEN! :D She was having the company dinner.. She was gorgeous! xD
After that went cineleisure for dinner and shopped for awhile. Took the new cabbie home.. Was quite pissed off by someone. But anyway. It's all over..
Sunday
Woke up and watched the 200 pounds beauty again! haha. Went to Prata's place at Thomson for dinner, lunch and breakfast. ahha . But before that went to Seletar Resorvoir and looked at monkeys. soooo adorable. xD
Today
Didn't do anything special.. Just study. x[ With huda my cutie. ahha.
She's just so cute lahh ! <3
Have to be ready now.. Settle down and study! xD
Pictures below !

Pretty ladies! Joanna; Eileen ! :D

Cam whoring. xD

Monkeys!

Blue tongue. xD

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:29 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Facing alot of problems.. Don't know where to start from, things are coming back after that long rest.. We just didn't quarrel for the sake of having peace.. But things have to be solved anyway.

Friday, on the way to night lessons had a quarrel with mummy on the car.. Hais, so went to night lessons and then to bunk. Reached bunk, Silent wasn't there.. Saw some friends.. Then went to have dinner with CK, Lex, Lian, Meow, Browy .. Wasn't really in the right mood at first.. Lexy ask " 你做么...sian sian 的... 笑 leh..." Went to mac.. He really had a hard time making me laugh.. Though he suceeded at last.. I was laughing and laughing... I can't just speak properly with all his crap. Then rushed back to bunk for the comppy ! xD Went back, booked a comp. Sat next to RAE when I don't even know its her. lol.. Went in the 1st round.. then OUT at the second one.. x[ After bunking, went to eat with twinny, xian, cassy, elvis, elvira, hao, fa, dk, qi hao, stan& soon weng. Everywhere is full. Damn. So went to Parklane's mac. After that they wanted to play billard where some of them went home.. I was quarrelling with mum on phone when we walked to parklane. Hais. After billard went home.. Was disappointed, but tried to be a good daughter so washed the dishes.. Then went to sleep.
Saturday, rushed out to settle XiaoAi's taiji. Waste my time man.. Then after that went to bugis to find mummy.. After that went to look for Eileen's crown for her company dinner.. Then, went to Loyang tua pek gong to pray. I was super sway lah. Then went home after that. Quarrelled again.. The art of quarrels.. Having each other's bond closer.. Cried and had super swollen eyes. hais. After that, went in audi and then hao called. He's facing alot of problems too. Sad.. We two sisters are so pitiful .. Woke up early in the morning, did homework and then.. Blogged.
Mood is still down .. Things will get better soon.. I guess ..(:

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Shihan, posted at 8:15 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Skipped blogging for the Good Friday. It's a holiday what! SO BLOG ALSO NEED REST. xD
Well, it's a fun good friday although it's quite rush one. haha.. Firstly, woke up late in the morning. LOL, afternoon I should say. xD Rushed out with a very simple and casual tee with mini skirt. Very simple combination.. (: Upon reaching, bunk is full, HQ is full, every lan shop is full.. So went to arcade with Lily and Kaimi. Then saw daddie.. He've told me something that is very very hurting.. He said,'He doesn't like you at all. How come don't want give up?!' I just replied with a smile.. Sigh. Went to find Lily and then went starbucks for a nice cup of ice chocolate chip. Yummy! Strolled to bunk and those ex-convict people who wanted a donation came and stopped me. That damned guy actually disturbed me. What the fuck!? Anyway, went down to bunk and played then went to play the para thinggy with Justin. Had fun there then went back bunk. Saw lots of people. Kenshin, Milo, Silent, Cloudie, Rave, Bibi etcetc.. After bunk went down west coast for picnic. It's a late one though. Played around with the facilities there and then sat down for the sandwiches made by WeiYe and Eileen. Very nice indeed! :DShared funny jokes and some riddles, very fun and it's with lots of laughter.. (: Had the seeweed, Tao Kae Noi. LOVE THE WASABI FLAVOUR! hees. then played psp and then packed up and went home.. On the way to the car, saw SongJun's daddy, mummy and sis, so Weisi and SongJun went back home. Saw the pretty lady, Diana.. Simply like her.. (: She's so cute laaa ~ xD
Next day, woke up early in the morning and had breakfast. After that went home to bathe and get ready to town ~ Went to Far east and had so much fun! Sam had help us make up and all of us look so prettaye ~! Went to have our dinner and watched bleach at Wei Ye's house.. Went home and blogged.. SO FUN LA THIS TWO DAYS .. :D

I've learnt, though times aren't good nowadays.. I believe things will get better cos' it's getting better now! haha.. Everyone will change remember.. (: It's not anyone to blame ...

Pretty girls below ~ WEETS !

Dollies with artist! (:

Babes !

Photographer . HAHA.

haha ~ HAVING FUN!

Mummy . LOVE YA !

The culprit! =X

Mumm ~

Take 1

Take 2

Last take ! xD

Eileen ~ Wild!

BOK! LOL =X

Han .

Diana .. So pretty right?! xD

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Shihan, posted at 5:21 AM | 0 Noticed Me

I'm so happy today ~ xD
Went to school early in the morning.. Attended lessons. During English lesson, went to sick bay to PON LESSON ! =X I'm just bored. hahaaa . Hate that teacher ... Fuck that Ms NorVIGINA . =X
Anyways, met Thoven and Irwin. Went to Sec 1 level to find Glen. He's so damn cute lah! xD After that went Limbang MC for lunch.. Then took bus to Yew Tee for Train to Town~ Went Far east and was pondering whether to cut hair. LOL At last, decided to cut .. heee . Went to the Curl Hair Studio ~ (: The lady that is my hairstylist is so pretty just that her skin had some problem .. Well, the hair cut wasn't really up to my expectation but friends commented that it's nice! xD After that went to walk around and went to the shoe shop where there's alot of nice and unique shoes. Bought a lil cute something with Thoven, it comes in randomly and they do have the percentage {%} that tells you that how many chance are there to get the particular design.. I saw one very very nice one but couldn't sway sway cannot get it.. ): After that went to heeren and bought a suspender . xD Went to take bus . Was having fun . I AM MACHO GIRL ! xD HAHAHA . Reached home then realised that I haven't collect my contact lenses. After changing went out to collect it.. I was with this guy in the lift when I went home at first, I went out again and we took the same lift out again, when I reached home after collected the contact lenses, we took the same lift again! OMG ~ lol.
After this I realised that.. This world is full of coincidence.. Everything that happened between us is all just coincidence, it wasn't Destiny or whatso ever .. Coincidence happened because this world is small, things happen every single seconds. Nothing is impossible as long as you make it possible. Maybe I'm just comforting myself, but at least I feel better .. (:

Pictures below ~ xD

Irwin ~ x33

HAN ~ xD

Thoven's cutie. with and W/o mask..

MY CUTIE! Step 1 &; 2 xD

Thats all ~ xD enjoy !

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Shihan, posted at 7:57 AM | 0 Noticed Me

So, he'd read.. Well, I see the effort you've made finally.. I'm trying to let go, to forsake all the hopes I have. At least, I feel better now .. (:

Today, didn't get enough sleep.. Woke up, saw the sms he sent. Thanks for understanding and the efforts you've tried. It's not you to blame.. Nobody's at fault.. Then went school and attended the damn english lesson. Fucking NIE teacher shouted at me.. I know it's my fault but she don't have to do that to me, doesn't she? Anyway.. She freaking woke me up from my lalaland.. After that went to dance lessons. New steps .. Same old stuffs as usual. End of school, stayed back for the History project and at the same time, presented the powerpoint slides that I've spent my sleeping hours for to Mrs Tay. She said, she was impressed. :D WAHAHA . At least, she appreciated the work we've done. Then came home.. Went audition, saw him and he told me he got 1 week off.. Well, I hope to meet him of course. But this time, I don't think I'll be the one taking the initiative to ask. I'm afraid and sick of being declined.. If he does ask, I'll meet him. Confirm. But.. I doubt that he'll really ask .. Sigh. Normal day, normal events today.. Hais. Things will get better I guess.. (:

Found this Cute and funny Video of Ayumi ~ :D Enjoy..

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Shihan, posted at 6:50 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Thought of alot of stuffs all of the sudden.
Firstly, Integrity. It is something that is within us, we accept critisms by understanding and looking back at the stuffs we've done. If the fault doesn't lies in us, we shall practise integrity by not striking back and just move on.
Secondly, relationship. It's too early for me to commit. I shall wait and when the time comes, he'll appear. If it's still him, that's fate.. So, no point for me to actually ponder so much... (:

Shihan, posted at 1:14 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Didn't receive your sms again. I'm really very disappointed; just forget. I won't fucking bother you, I'm really very sick and tired of all these. Feel like a fucking stupid idiot. I have enough. I'm nothing to you now, you don't freaking care anymore. I understand, I knew it all along. I just don't have that damn courage to face it. Whenever I'm alone, I thought of all that happiness & knowing the fact that it's all gone.. Frankly speaking, you say you don't have the time. It's all bullshit, you have the time in the past & you don't have it now? Like I've said, it's just one short and simple sms. Is it so difficult ? Will it take up alot of your precious time? Just .. I'm tired, I've been very miserable since and I'm gonna stop all these misery. I want to get out of all this melancholy!

Yesterday night woke up around 9 plus. Ate dinner and then audition. After that WenBin called me. Chatted awhile and went into my bedroom. Irene's sitting there talking & all of the sudden she asked me if I have anything that wanna share with her. I told her all the stress I'm facing and the disappointment. She've told me quite alot.. Today, woke up.. Started washing up and stuffs. Then found out that daddy hasn't woke up yet so woke him up. He's running late already.. Went to school, had common test and then went for PE. Then recess where I shouted at Irwin " FUCK YOUR MUM!" the moment I saw him. Glen, Thovan and Irwin's laughing like hell. Freaking Irwin went cut his hair at Kimage without me! x[ Bad boy! Then went to art.. Presentations and drew angel wings. haha. After that is mathes where Mr Teh went through alot of stuffs. Common test again. Bored .. anyway, I slept before Mdm Goh came in and everyone's greeting her and I'm still lying on the table ! Woke up saw everyone standing up and I stood up too. But they had finished greeting her. LOL wth lahh ! x[ After school went Pizza with Minghao, Choon yong, Belicia & Ysabel. Ate hawaiians and Choon yong actually made a mess out of everything, He's freaking disgusting alright.. And then reached home and now I'm here blogging .. (:

Monday, April 2, 2007

Shihan, posted at 12:47 AM | 0 Noticed Me

I'm freaking tired alright. Wasn't in good spirits today.. Woke up, without any sms from him.. ):
Dad's irritating me.. I will wake up! Don't have to keep shaking and call me to wake up. Let me get that few damn pathetic minutes of sleep will you ?! Gosh.. I'm so fugging shag. School wasn't great either..
So many damn projects on.. I'm gonna go mad soon! VERY SOON! I'm just so sick pleasing people, pretending that I'm ALL FINE with that great smile . (:
The thought of myself, failing things that I wouldn't usually will scares me.. I really seemed so useless, so small and tiny. Damn. What's so fucking wrong with me. I have no idea alright. I really need a break. If not I will BREAKDOWN sooner or later. Okay, life's sucking for the moment. So I'm gonna clean my ass and sleep! Obviously studying again when i wakes up. Sigh. I WANT YOU! fucked up. AND IM GETTING FATTER. zz

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:34 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Forget to add on. Dominick actually bang my mummy's Volvo the metal bar in the carpark. What the F*** ?! It's the second that that damn glass at the back crashed. And we spent hella of time cleaning, some idiotic still look at us like we're some weirdo. That is what's so WRONG with Singaporeans, forever so Kei-Po (in short Kpo). Damned, even during car accidents on the expressway, people will delibrately slow down their car speed to actually know what the hell happened. The worse thing is that 1 out of 100 of them will actually come out and help. Anyway, it's fun clearing up the mess though. Dominick looked so freaking CUTE AND FUNNY! ROFL. He was wearing a shirt with a jeans with is very presentable with a SANDALS, HOLDING A BROOM! LOL and all of us who ain't in formal wear didn't do anything and let him do it. Cos we pushed ALL THE BLAME on him. HAHAHA! Poor Dominick.. Here's some picture of him. Ain't very clear. xD

LOL!

Shihan, posted at 5:27 AM | 0 Noticed Me

New blog once again, xD
Abandoned the previous one. I seriously find Xanga so user NOT friendly.
Spent hella of time doing this freaking blog. Was having problems, after few hours, finally solved the damn problem & I was so effin' tired. I'm just too lazy to create a personal blogskin hence went http://blogskins.com and found this cute lil girl's blogskin and was impressed by the the nice brushes by the artist.

Enough of this blog. It's time to say about the happenings today. Woke up during the late afternoon, mugging homework and didn't join mummy for the shopping of food today. They came home and started cooking. Alot of people came and actually enjoyed ourselves. But really spent alot of time doing this lahh ! =[

I seriously missed him. & am very happy that he msn and smsed me. =] <3>

Schoolmates; Friendssss ~

KAIMI xD

Kaimi.

Dearest babe, Lily

Ysabel

Ysabel

TAN MING HAO! MR XIAOHEIHEI xD

US ~

Belicia.(:

Xuesi !(:

Pizza hut's!

Thovan,

LILY's HAN! xD