Didn't receive your sms again. I'm really very disappointed; just forget. I won't fucking bother you, I'm really very sick and tired of all these. Feel like a fucking stupid idiot. I have enough. I'm nothing to you now, you don't freaking care anymore. I understand, I knew it all along. I just don't have that damn courage to face it. Whenever I'm alone, I thought of all that happiness & knowing the fact that it's all gone.. Frankly speaking, you say you don't have the time. It's all bullshit, you have the time in the past & you don't have it now? Like I've said, it's just one short and simple sms. Is it so difficult ? Will it take up alot of your precious time? Just .. I'm tired, I've been very miserable since and I'm gonna stop all these misery. I want to get out of all this melancholy!
Yesterday night woke up around 9 plus. Ate dinner and then audition. After that WenBin called me. Chatted awhile and went into my bedroom. Irene's sitting there talking & all of the sudden she asked me if I have anything that wanna share with her. I told her all the stress I'm facing and the disappointment. She've told me quite alot.. Today, woke up.. Started washing up and stuffs. Then found out that daddy hasn't woke up yet so woke him up. He's running late already.. Went to school, had common test and then went for PE. Then recess where I shouted at Irwin " FUCK YOUR MUM!" the moment I saw him. Glen, Thovan and Irwin's laughing like hell. Freaking Irwin went cut his hair at Kimage without me! x[ Bad boy! Then went to art.. Presentations and drew angel wings. haha. After that is mathes where Mr Teh went through alot of stuffs. Common test again. Bored .. anyway, I slept before Mdm Goh came in and everyone's greeting her and I'm still lying on the table ! Woke up saw everyone standing up and I stood up too. But they had finished greeting her. LOL wth lahh ! x[ After school went Pizza with Minghao, Choon yong, Belicia & Ysabel. Ate hawaiians and Choon yong actually made a mess out of everything, He's freaking disgusting alright.. And then reached home and now I'm here blogging .. (:
HAN,