I'd finally understood why are you soo in love with her.
She's nice, humourous, understanding.. & above all, she's herself.
Well, after a week or so of whining, quarrelling, sobbing & stuffs. I'd realised once again.
I'm just like everyone else. Well, maybe worse then some?
I guess, our future & happiness had to be earned. Afterall, this is life.
I'm gonna be soso nice to everyone. & even better to some.
I'm sick of making enemies. Let me love you guys alright.
I'm feeling guilty of not able to help. & the sour feelings in my heart really make me feel like shouting & crying with a pillow on my head.
Gosh, is this another growing up?
I guess I'd learnt too..
Aisha, altho you wouldn't be reading, I just wanna let you know. You can make alot of mistakes, but if you continue on, you're being silly. You know what I'm trying to tell you.
Love yourself, before people loves you. & you know your dearest pooh will always be here for you. I love you girl, be strong.
Bro,
if you'd been tracking & spying on me. Please, read this. I'd heard everything from mummy, I'm really very sorry to hear that. You know we love you. But, dont force yourself.
If you're tired, go rest. It's okay for you to rest. But continue on after that. Alright? Don't overwork, you know we love you.
Dear sher,
dear, you are too young to understand what I'm doing now..
Well, you'll go through one day. You're a strong girl.
You have a wrong idea of me, but anyway, thanks for being there.
I'm not seeking for attention, but love. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore. cause, i love all of you.. thank you dear for always be there. You know I'll be there too.. (: Dont worry. Im fine..
After the many days of thinking, I'm now in another stage of my life..
Weijie,
if you does read it'll be great.. I'm sorry for all the stuffs that I'd done. But I only wanna care.
As a friend. Please, don't avoid stuffs. Face it, avoiding isn't the way to settle. & you know alot of us care. I know your problems. & I promise, I won't be adding up to it. Promised..
boy,
Be happy & remember all that I'd said.
I'll love you, like how i'd always do.. & I understand that we must have limits.
I finally realised why is it so.. & I finally realised how foolish I was.
You'll always be the guy for her. She's fortunate. (:
& I'll always be here for you alright.
Painty girlgirl !
Thanks for everything. Thanks for trying..
Thanks for making me happy. & thanks for those words you'd said.
(: THANK YOU GIRLGIRL!
Guys, I'm fine now. All the miserable times are over..
Sorry for negleting at times. Thanks for all.
HAN,