Finally found time to blog. ha, cause delph is down :D
& its OFF DAY! Gosh, my blog sure is dusty.
Sigh, this whole month of November really sucked.
Almost everyday's Friday th 13th, bad things keep coming.
New haircut, New hair colour, New friends, New beginning.
Yes, am very disappointed with my good friends, whom I'd always thought they are.
Maybe they are just acquaintance, maybe friends really do come and go.
I'm just so..... dumb, so silly to actually always give in.
Things ain't improving.
All of the sudden, people starts intruding my life. Becoming a part of it.
You know I love you now, but there's really no difference. I'm still han, and you're still you.
We could never be together unless you let go of her. & it's impossible.
shihan ah shihan, please wake up, you think this is what? Enchanted? *laughs.
It can never be.. Our life doesn't have happily ever after, or knowing this person for one day and you fall in love with him and marry ._.
This could never happen, you have to go through a date and stuff. Crap, why am I using the lines of the movie..
Okay, friends are... becoming lesser.. Maybe I don't deserve a true friend?
Maybe I don't deserve a true love. ha, true love kiss?
"Baby, I love you." bullshit alright. you know nothing bout me. & you said you love me?
lol. maybe I'm refering to myself too.
Sigh, I always thought I could stand on my own.. But, things ain't like that.
I need someone.. I need someone to go on together with me..
I'm not strong, I'm not the macho girl.
I'm just a vulnerable shihan, a normal girl just like everyone else.
Please, don't give me anymore high expectations.
I'm tired.
Everything's in a mess. & I seriously am lost.