Rah, han's emo AGAIN.
Really tried hard t think, ain't getting better..
Am I negleting Lily? I feel so bad. But ain't having any idea t have her back as my really good friend. You guys must be hating me alot right.. I really want t rest, have a break or stuff like that. Someone, accompany me? I miss esplanade, I missed the days w her. Where we would sit there & look upon the stars, gazing at the Singapore river. Thinking of all the moments. It's not happening anymore, the friendship is gone, & as well as the place, it's gone too.
Is it true that I never treasure any of my friends? I'm really feeling bad, there's really no one which I can say everything to. Suddenly felt so lonely, it's no longer like the past. I have millions of troubles, but most of it, I can only keep it t myself.. Everyone have a best friend. I'm afraid that I'm gonna lose her soon. Mum's ignoring me, ah, feel so sad. What's the point, I kept blogging about saying how sorry, how regretful I am, no body knows. No body cared that's why. Han's always alone, & she's always seeking for someone t care. She feels sad, no body really cared. I really hope for an angel. Save me, or just bring me away from here.. It seemed like everyone dislike me, or is it that I'm thinking too much? Yes, you are right, I think alot but it's all bcos of the sense of unsecurity that you guys gave me. You couldn't blame me right? Being the single one all the while, being the unpopular one, being the always lonely one. I don't want t be outcast but at times, I've got this feeling that you guys are ignoring me, leaving me alone..
I just wanna tell you,' I miss you, I really do...'
HAN,