Je sais que je peux ne jamais la remplacer.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:17 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Study! Mug & more mugging.
Went t the library w belicia & ysabel.
Okay, th stupid library was FULL. & you know what?
The atmosphere there was the best t have a good night sleep. Don't know how anyone could actually study there.
Trying hard t concentrate. & Ysabel came after that. She was an ass.
She kept laughing and it was real influencial. After awhile, me & belicia started laughing already.
She went t walk and came back. after awhile, the stupid librarian made an annoucement what laugh your heart out thing. & we starting laughing AGAIN. wtf. lol
Okay, the library thing wasn't th only laughter. Soon, we went t macafe. & you know what?
I started t move when th machine was blending. AND YSABEL TOLD ME; want be peacock then say lah!. Then we burst into laughter AGAIN. wtf lah.
then belicia added on; my aspiration is t be a professional peacock. & it was like wtf?
Okay, went home. & my room was SMELLY. I would rather smell my kitten's shit alright.
The fucking paint is sooooo SMELLY. Couldnt sleep for th whole night. Okay, that's all for now. I'm now in school attending some stupid lesson w SHAIFUL ISKANDAR BIN ZAINEE sitting beside me watching me blog. What the hell, I hate that instructor!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:01 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Did anyone missed me?! :D th bubbly cheerful HAN is back :D
Woah, damn tired lah. Slept whole dayy~
Came home, RENOVATIONS :DD
It was fun painting walls, messy meeeee; messy hair :D
Though, it was real tiring, but it was FUN~
& you guys know what, I realised something, I am soo so talented painting walls and covering cracks. Want any workers for renovation? Do not fret, call the professional for help! Shihan: 98461141 :DD
Lol, going maddd. STUDY STUDY STUDDDYYY; It's STUDY WEEK. x.x
Well, slept during lessons, as usual =x
Then, went t mos burger for a series of serious study though I was crapping all th way =x
Lol, Ysabel complaint that I was sooooo noisy tday, too bad, I'm just so excited. HOLIDAYS soon :D
ahh, bth. I need t sleep. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE x333

Monday, September 24, 2007

Shihan, posted at 1:49 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Rah, han's emo AGAIN.
Really tried hard t think, ain't getting better..
Am I negleting Lily? I feel so bad. But ain't having any idea t have her back as my really good friend. You guys must be hating me alot right.. I really want t rest, have a break or stuff like that. Someone, accompany me? I miss esplanade, I missed the days w her. Where we would sit there & look upon the stars, gazing at the Singapore river. Thinking of all the moments. It's not happening anymore, the friendship is gone, & as well as the place, it's gone too.
Is it true that I never treasure any of my friends? I'm really feeling bad, there's really no one which I can say everything to. Suddenly felt so lonely, it's no longer like the past. I have millions of troubles, but most of it, I can only keep it t myself.. Everyone have a best friend. I'm afraid that I'm gonna lose her soon. Mum's ignoring me, ah, feel so sad. What's the point, I kept blogging about saying how sorry, how regretful I am, no body knows. No body cared that's why. Han's always alone, & she's always seeking for someone t care. She feels sad, no body really cared. I really hope for an angel. Save me, or just bring me away from here.. It seemed like everyone dislike me, or is it that I'm thinking too much? Yes, you are right, I think alot but it's all bcos of the sense of unsecurity that you guys gave me. You couldn't blame me right? Being the single one all the while, being the unpopular one, being the always lonely one. I don't want t be outcast but at times, I've got this feeling that you guys are ignoring me, leaving me alone..
I just wanna tell you,' I miss you, I really do...'

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Shihan, posted at 1:25 AM | 0 Noticed Me

omg lah. why everyone thinks that I'm sad? lol.
HAN IS A STRONG GIRL & SHE'LL ALWAYS BE.
You guys ah, don't think too much. Just under alot of stress.
Now feeling better, read a book..
Talking about how successful a person can be. & Stamford University took an experiment.
During 4 years old, they invited 20 kids. Put a cotton candy infront of them. Saying that if they dont eat it, they'll receive two more. Well, some kids ate it, some kids ate half & some didn't even wanted t take notice t it. 20 years later, they found out that those kids who didn't eat it, became more succesful than the rest. It's amazing isn't it?
Study hard. Shall wait for exams t end :D

Monday, September 17, 2007

Shihan, posted at 8:43 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Bang! Han got brought down again..
Ha, lying t myself.. thinking how great th day is..
Acting like imma so happy. Sprained my leg, whats more?
Got 'bullied'. I seriously have enough of studying. I feel like I'm breaking down once again.
"Be strong shihan, I know you can.", had been telling myself th whole day.
What's this? Deceiving myself? ha. what's this? Yea, I'm strong. I can do it.
haven't been drinking, but felt so drunk.. Maybe, I'll feel better?
I wanna have a break again. Rest, be sad, be myself..
Things had happened. THEY DONT CARE.
they just simply do not care..
Doing thing's that was forced, I really don't want t ..
Han need a rest once again. Not cause of that irresponsible guy. but myself. ^^
Good night guys. Gonna sleep this sleep, have good & nice dreams. <33

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Shihan, posted at 8:07 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Oh my, now that I realised, I had been slackng for the past days. Sorry guys, I didn't abandon my blog again lah,just that I'm lazy :D
Chiong maple like mad, 20 lvl 1 day, gonna become mad.
Friday went Cystal jade with mum to have lunch w uncle, then went out w them as usual. bunked & Ajisen, act like some mad woman cause didn't really sleep the previous day, uber tired.. Before Ajisen, saw this shop, real interesting :D
Really love all of them. Went home kinda early cause was real tired.
Went t town tday with ysabel & belicia. was also tired, shopped around, bought godiva chocolates & famous amos. Oh ya, while buying famous amos, there's this young girl, she asked belicia if I'm her friend then said something but didn't really noticed. I guess she bad mouth me. x( ahh, even small girl wanna bad mouth meeee!
Ahh, really wanna list out some extra, complacent, irritating people. Am getting pissed.
hmm, nothing much, shall post pics :D

BABEs :D

Crystal Jade!

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Shihan, posted at 3:39 AM | 0 Noticed Me

It's 4th leh :D
Happy Birthday to MYSELF.
Thanks for all the pressies& greetings. Love all of you lah :D
Got myself a new mobile. The Beyonce phone; Samsung F300.
Ended up didn't buy the W880i, Lily chose this for me :D
Was receiving greetings since yesterday midnight, woke up at 10;30 feeling tired.
& kinda moodless. Maybe too tired? Went to the bank & Withdraw money. After that went t meet Lily at Jurong, she was dressed in bluee. Went t Orchard & th first stop's Far East. Went to Long John to satisfy my hunger & went t th phone shop for my new phonee. I'm too pissed with the lousy ah pek Motorola phone. After that went t search for Lily's skinny jeans.
Heh, after that went Borders' for the Bad taste bear. I bought th uber horny one with boobs.
Rested awhile at the Mc Cafe. Was crapping & taking dumb pictures. haa :D
Really love her, she's my BFF :D
After that went t Cineleisure for my dinner at Yoshinoya. & there's this crazy couple making out there. Gosh, get a room please.. They are. DISGUSTING.
After that was kinda late hence headed home. Although it wasn't a really interesting B'day but
it's a nice one receiving caring friends' greetings.
Thanks guys :D
& I realised something.. I was really thinking too much cos his care was a very normal one. Even Elvis can give me something more than that, Ck too.. That's maybe a basic guy's care. I'm just too.. all about him. I'm alright now guys, don't worry :D

Beyonce phone :D

Lily :D

Thick lips :D

Yoshinoya!

BFF!

B'day girl!

Mc cafe ~

Bad taste bear; Hardcore D:

Spongebob bedroom shoes :D

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Shihan, posted at 10:28 AM | 0 Noticed Me

What a great b'day.. Lost my precious 850i.. Have no idea which bastard stole it..

Well, maybe get a better one? Woke up feeling excited, looking forward to the outing. Then gotten ready & called them. Haha, were all alsleep.. Ended up meeting at about 6. Well, when I wanted to go out, felt kinda.. Bored, but still went out at last. Afterall, the steamboat thinggy is for me? Cabbed down to bunk & waited for them.. Until everyone reached, it's 8 already. Found out that I lost my phone, then spent time finding it's 9..

Ck & guys suspect that it's 'him' who stole it.. & he had been doing the unnecassary explanations.

Forget bout the handphone incident, went to marina for steamboat. Was kinda sad, acted like a idiot all the way. Upon reaching, I realised that I had smoke half pack within .. 2 hrs? Anyway, sat on the van & headed to to steamboat area.. Oxy & Drax wanted to walk which is like kinda retarded, but maybe he's trying to hide it somewhere...

Upon reaching, we had a hard time deciding where to eat.. Ate at chin huat steamboat& they played the effin' disgusting game, mixing the raw egg, green tea, prawn & etc. on the bottle. Eww, that was disgusting & Xian was the kim beh for the past months & we said that he'll gonna be the Oscars if he does that. Haha, was having alot of fun.. When we wanna left, I almost lost my wallet as well cos it dropped. Omg lah, it is really not my day..

Headed to the arcade, everyone was bored, waiting for twin.. We stayed more than 1 hour in the arcade. Then decided to come to my house after my pursuation. (:

Mum came and fetch us.. went yew tee to buy supper & ate at my house, talked, played & crapped. heh. After that, went into to room & started to ghost story shit, they really freaked me out. I'm scared to even go to my own toilet.. Upon finish bathing, went to sleep at aprox 5.30 am. Woke up at 1 pm. & feeling hungry, woke all of time up & ordered Mc, it's Daddy's treat :D

Heard that twin was late for his work. Hope that everything's fine.. (:

Then watched Storm the Yard again.. After that all headed home..

Met up at 630 with lene in my house & went westmall to claim back my simcard.. Sad. ):

After that met up with Cassy & headed to Vivo. Met with all of them, went to Pet safari for the kitten's food which is like 10kg? & went to the cinema. (:

Watched the Ratatouille it's a inspiring story which is passing the message that, anyone could do anything as long as you want to do it. It's basically a humorous movie, which shows the cruelty & selfishness of the humans. I rate it XXXXX four stars (: