Je sais que je peux ne jamais la remplacer.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Shihan, posted at 10:38 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Now that I know, he cared!
but, I can't have high hopes cause, I know it's impossible.
I'm giving up, slowly..
Went to the charity show on Sat. It was fun, with all the singers. & Taufik grew plump.
After that, went to the Prata place. Had great pratas (: ( There goes my diet plan. Zzz )
I'm bored, don't feel like going out too. Just wanna rest at home.
Gonna work real soon =(
I'm tired. Gonna go t bed (:

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Shihan, posted at 9:07 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Woots ;D
Belicia got a blog ~ I'm so gonna link youuu (:
I'm boreddd ~ Gonna go out real soon.
Maple leveling like mad ;D
I love my classmates. I wanna go out.
You know what? I suddenly have this urge...
I felt bad, not accompanying my dad. I really couldn't imagine, everynight, he's eating alone.
Going out, sitting in a table & eat alone. I feel so sorry. I know he's a nice dad. However, I couldn't do anything t help. I really hope that everything would turn up like before. Just like when I saw four of us, happily in the picture. Carrying me, with my playful brother. Mydad & mum are still loving. I know this had ended long ago, but I really missed those days. I really missed it. Things were fine.. Just bored.
I miss them & him too.
Everytime see him talking to other people, it suddenly felt like there's something pricking my heart.
Had this dream, kept thinking about it. It's so.. amazing.
I wouldn't really go think about a dream but it just kept coming to my mind.
There's someone, protecting & loving me. But I just couldn't remember his face.
Then, I fell off the escalator, I was so afraid, but I was saved. Then alot people appear.
& it felt so fun. Sigh, if my life could be like that, w my loving family..

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Shihan, posted at 7:09 AM | 0 Noticed Me

The break's arriving soon. (:
I've got so much t do. & I wanna learn French, Japanese & Korean.
& of course improve my english.
Wow, suddenly felt so.. Free? A short break for a moment. Then let's work hard together again.
;D Maple, friends. Break.
Am now thinking of where t go. Ha, too early?
Nah, time passes fast. Real fast.
Oh ya,my precious maths teacher said, ' who ask you don't want study earlier? See, now that you have to mug so hard. Ling shi bao fuo jiao is not going t help.' I replied,' What! I bao fuo jiao 2 weeks ago okay.' & guess what? He've got nothing t say. Hahaaa ;D
I wanna go to a place where there's wide clear blue ocean, thin, pale sand & of course w my loved ones. Really gonna go there, soon. Real soon. ;D Love all of you x333

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Shihan, posted at 7:49 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Okay, this is crap. Studied like mad, ended up, don't know how t do so many questions; & for goodness sake, it's just paper 1. God knows how I'm gonna score for the damn paper 2. Shit, I seriously hate myself. I'm not gonna flunk like what I did. I'm not gonna allow all my efforts go t waste. Wake up! Work harder. Sigh, hope I'll do well this time round. Really don't know how t face them if I really flunk. I can do it, can't I? Ah, all the days spent on studying; please! Let me at least have a B4!!