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Monday, July 30, 2007
Shihan, posted at 9:23 AM

Can I be a kid just for a moment?
Just for now.. I wanna be so naive, so vulnerable and everyone's protecting me..
Yes, I can't do that cause, It wouldn't be the real me.. But I really felt like breaking down.
I don't wanna be that strong girl, facing everything all by myself. I need someone there.
To protect me, to be with me.. I am afraid, I daren't face the consequences. Someone help me please. I couldn't help to stand the emptiness..
Please forgive me for being childish once again, forgive me for not being able to compromise, forgive me for being unreasonable, forgive me for being emotional & forgive me for getting your attention.. I'm sorry for mistake I've made. I'd attempt to amend it but it doesn't seemed to work. I want back my childhood. I want back that naive mind, I had enough of schemings. I am true now, this is my real self..
I still misses you daddy. Do really take good care of yourself.
& you would always be in my heart...