I still care for you. I knew it myself, all along..
I have no idea why is this happening, maybe I had committed too much?
Anyway, I'm currently striving hard for my future. I am hoping for someone but it doesn't really matter anymore, does it?
I guess it is the most memorable fathers' day for my dad. For my whole life, it is the first time I cooked for him and I bought him that belt& wallet set. I really love you dad. I always felt sorry for dad as I had really taken him for granted.. He once told me,"don't you think that it's very unfair to me?" in a situation of me crying for forgiveness to mum. I thought to myself, that's true.. Why is it so that dad's place in my heart isn't the same as mum? I felt ashamed.
Dad really loved me alot. Although he only know how to show his love and care by objects and money, I still do understand. & am very thankful. Upon receiving his present, he asked,"Your birthday's coming soon, what do you have in mind? Dad will buy it for you." Then, I felt bad again. Dad's love for me is that much.. While I can just do that lil' for him.